The Bionic Sound Project

this girl’s journey to sound

Some New Info On The 120-Channel Processor Friday, September 29, 2006

Filed under: 120-channel processor,links,media — Allison @ 6:41 pm

After I made my last post, I decided to check out the AB page. I just found out that the Auria is designed to withstand sweat, rain, and water splashes. That’s new to me, but now I’m curious if it means that it’s also water-resistant like the Nucleus Freedom.

They also just posted about the Launch Announcement and several online classes regarding the Harmony and music.

From Advanced Bionics Media Relations Department…




Mandy called AB for me again on Thursday. We finally got ahold of Kathy, and she insisted that either I or my mom had called to place an order, and that we had given them a credit card, and that the last 4 digits were 3313. So I’m positive that it was a mix-up on their part, and supposed to go to another family with the same last name as mine.

Mom just has to send it back to AB, unopened, with a note “Did not order. Wrong shipment.” So that’s been taken care of. But what a lot of hassle, especially for an order that you did not place! I feel bad for the family that is waiting for the headpiece to arrive in the mail, and know it would be awful to go without a working CI for any length of time. I hope they figure it out soon, so that they can get back on the road to listening.

Yesterday, I had speech with Karen. I’m doing well, but still struggling with producing some sounds correctly, especially “Z”. Read Karen my poem for practice, so I can read it in class on Monday. She loved it. So hopefully I will be able to pull it off on Monday, to read it the way I want to. But I’m really liking this approach to therapy that Karen is taking. She has a list of key words that I have trouble with, and using that key word, she asks me a question. I have to answer the question using the key word, and it still allows me to express myself, instead of rote repetition. Spontaneity is good, as it’s most like conversational speech!

Walking to Mandy’s office, I ran into Catherine, and I chatted with her for a few minutes. We talked about the CI class and when they were going to offer it next quarter, and to see if it would be possible to switch it around. She also asked me about how it was sounding, and some of my observations and suggestions for tweaking. Then we discussed the 120-Channel Processor, and that an AB Clinical Specialist was planning on coming at the end of December/early 2007. The training is scheduled to take place close to the release date, so based on the online chatter, I’m thinking that it will be released in January. Anyways, I volunteered to be their guinea pig if they needed one. I really cannot wait to see what will happen with the Harmony, but am focused on maximizing as much as I can with the Auria, because once I get the Harmony, the Auria becomes my backup processor. It’s just fun to dream about what might happen with the Harmony.

Then I met with Mandy for listening practice, and we tried out the HATIS system for the cell phones. It works, but I don’t like having to attach the headset to the phone, and then put it behind my ear. I want instantaneous access to the phone. There’s another version that is made for listening to music, and doesn’t require all these specialized wires for the HA versus the CI. That might be something to look into, as it works with the T-Coil function on both devices.

We did some practice exercises today, and a page from “Nucleus Hear We Go!”. She picked out TV, but it was hard, because I’m behind with current events, since I tend to watch my favorite shows on DVD, only watching hit shows like House and Project Runway these days. So we included famous people and movies. I was offended when she made a comment about my beloved Christina Aguilera, but it’s all cool (since I’m used to hearing it from my friends). (but you started it, by baiting me to put it here, so here it is! meanie. :-P).

But now I will be working with “Making The Connection” on my own at home. Mandy’s got a few more programs she wants to try out with me, but she’s going to show me later. It’s more difficult for her, because a lot of stuff that she would do with newly-implanted recipicents is too easy for me. Or she will start to do something, and it’s not challenging enough. I saw the stack of papers/books she has for me alone for listening, and my eyes bugged out, and I said “you’re kidding me, right?”.

In addition to all the listening practice, she also corrects me when I say something wrong, and helps me to say it right. Today, she kept catching the “z” sound, and had me try to say it. The sound is supposed to start in the throat, and come out through the mouth. She wanted me to put my hand on her throat/in front of her mouth so I could feel the airflow, but I didn’t want to. It’s one thing that I have never liked about speech therapy, is being hands-on/accidentally being spit on/bad breath, so I always used to try and avoid those situations at all costs.

So, when I say “z”, it comes out through my nose. So, I pinched my nose shut, and it works….kind of. Boy, that sound is hard! But hopefully I will get it with more practice and help from Mandy and Karen.

Anyway, I cannot wait for tomorrow, so I can embark on a sound adventure trip with my friends!


Do I have a “name twin” out there? Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Oy. Mandy took the liberty of calling AB this morning to find out what was up with the e-mail that I got last night regarding the CI.

Apparently, a Mrs. My-Last-Name called yesterday to place an order to replace a headpiece, because it was broken.

I am baffled as to why this is, because nothing’s broken with my CI. Nobody has made an order to AB regarding a broken headpiece. I haven’t called, and I know my mom definitely hasn’t.

But wait, it gets stranger still. I call a few hours later to follow up on Mandy’s phone call, because she didn’t know if one of us had placed an order and that I would need to follow up. Kevin, the guy I spoke with, informs me that there is no order in their computer system.

After several minutes of going over this, I was getting very frustrated with him telling me that there is no record of any kind in the system. It is impossible for there to be no record because I have the invoice and the FedEx tracking number. Finally, he tracks it down, and says that it’s not an order, but an exchange, and that it was called in by my audiologist. At that point I was so confused, and so was he.

So now I need to call Kathy, who was the one who placed the order, to find out who was calling, why it was sent to me, and what to do with it at this point. She’s busy all day today and tomorrow, so I left a message.

Meanwhile, my mom emails me to tell me that FedEx has delivered the package, and she wonders what to do with it, if she should send it to me here at school. So I guess we will have to wait.

Blast for it not being the new processor. That would have been awesome.

(Edit: I talked to Megan, and she said she called about a headpiece for another patient who has the same color as mine, and that AB accidentally sent her 2 for that patient. She also told me that my name is not on any of the return merchandise lists. Hopefully this will be cleared up soon.)

Anyway, this whole thing has me wondering if I have a “name twin” who also has a cochlear implant.

Moving on to positive news, I debuted my poem about the CI today at the Poetry Slam hosted by the faculty of the English department. I had my teacher read it for me, because it is hard for me to speak out loudly and clearly in a room full of people, and I wanted to be sure that they understood every word.

As I listened to my teacher read it out loud, it was amazing to hear another person’s voice read about the struggles with being deaf, with my poem. It was as if she was the author. I was trying to not cry, because I could identify with it (even though it was my poem). I saw some heads nodding in the room (population of 1,100 deaf students on campus, there’s no way you won’t have an interaction with a deaf student/be familiar with deafness), and the interpreter was trying not to get emotional as well.

When the event was over, Vic, one of my hearing classmates, came up to me, and told me that she really liked it. She mentioned that she shared it with one of her volleyball teammates who is deaf, and wanted her to tell me that she really really liked it. So that was just incredible for me, to hear that.

That’s for another day, after I have my class critique.


Now What Has Malfunctioned? (and Adventures in Sinusland) Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Part #: CI-5304-313

HR90K HP Beige Kevlar

Malfunctioning product must be returned to Advanced Bionics within 28 days of replacement product shipment or it will be invoiced.

I got this email from AB’s product team and my first thought was “WHAT? What’s malfunctioning now?” (and freaking out, because after the problem with the surgery, I figured that would be the only hiccup in the road, and it has been smooth sailing since.)

I was so confused, because I (or Mandy) haven’t talked to AB about any malfunctioning parts with my CI. I don’t know if Megan has done anything, but I’m sure she would have told one of us if she had been in contact with AB.

Needless to say, I was bewildered upon receipt of the email (and had almost marked it as spam mail, but something told me to read it). I tried to call and find out what was going on, but it’s past normal operating hours, so it will have to wait till tomorrow.

Because I have a burning desire to know instantaneously, I googled it and the closest part # I can get for that is the Auria headpiece. But there’s no mention of CI-5304-313 anywhere on the website, nor does it match with any of my other accessories.

Examining the invoice closer, I’m wondering if this “HP” is the acronym for the new Harmony Processor, which is the 120-channel processor. And with KEVLAR? Does this mean I’m going to have a bulletproof ear? (remember the mythbusters episode where they tested the stopping power bullets going through everyday objects like a deck of cards, a book, etc.?)

According to the speculation and rumors from professionals who are close to the Harmony processors, and from AB’s releases, it isn’t supposed to come out until at least November.

But if that is the case, AWESOME. And then I can pester Mandy until I get my CI to sound perfect with the music!

Unfortunately, it’s being shipped to my house instead of to me at school. Drat. *on pins and needles to find out*

Jen A. came with me to see the ear doc this afternoon (and is the first friend that has come along to anything related to the CI, so yay Jen!) Dr. D turned out to be the same doctor who said that “i think you will put on the implant and look back at digital hearing aids and wonder why you didn’t get it sooner”. It was great seeing again, as I’ve only met him once, and being able to say “look! here I am! I did it!”. I was amused because Mandy introduced me to him as “my prize student”.

Basically, Dr. D says instead of sinus problems, I could be having a problem with my jaw, leading to facial pain with swollen sinuses from allergies. Common medical thinking is facial pain+swollen sinuses = sinusitis, treated with antibiotics.

He also mentioned that my “off-balance/dizziness” can be a result of my jaw being asymmetrical (which was a problem when I had braces, and was supposed to be corrected). The dizziness just happens to be aggravated by the CI, and/or being sick, stressed, or not getting enough sleep. But overall, my scar and everything looks good.

*mind-boggle* I learn something new every day, which defies conventional thinking.

And today, we did a balloon-popping demo in class. I couldn’t hear it with the CI, but my hearing aid did.


being sick sucks

So, not even 2 months after having the 2nd surgery for the CI, I now have been exposed to some kind of viral flu-like sickness that has been spreading like wildfire, so I get the lovely sweats and chills. But I’m technically not “sick” since I don’t have a fever (taking my temp via mouth has NEVER worked on me).

So, the only physical symptoms I have are on the right side of my head. I have a swollen right sinus, and my eardrum is “sucked back” instead of bulging outwards from the pressure in my head. I have a headache around my ear/the front of my head/face. As for blowing your nose, you think they tell you not to do it after surgery, I now wouldn’t recommend it 2 months later.

In addition to all that loveliness, the dizziness is back…WITH the rushing/roaring noise I haven’t heard in more than a month.
Joy. I just love being sick, and being sent home from class.

Mandy and I didn’t do much today, but she narrowed down where I need to work on listening. So, P, B, G, and K, along with the vowels, is for listening practice. I do have to say I was amused when I thought the combo was “pee-yew” and didn’t want to say it out loud.

There’s nothing like a steaming cup of Tazo Passion Tea to soothe you. After that’s done, I’m off to attack my head with the Neti Pot and go to bed. Hopefully tomorrow I will be all better. The sickness needs to die.


Happy Autumn! Sunday, September 24, 2006

Yesterday was the first day of Fall. I’m not an Autumn person, preferring Spring and Summer. But I am excited for it this year because of the plethora of new sounds it will bring for me to go in search of.

Leaves falling off trees, crunching through the dead leaves on the ground, the sound of biting into crisp apples, the spooky sounds of Halloween, the squeals of kids going trick-or-treating, pumpkin carving, candles flickering inside, corn rustling as you go through a maze, I have no idea what else Fall sounds like and am eagerly curious.

Next weekend I am going apple picking for the first time ever, and participating in some of the Fall traditions that we don’t have back home, in the desert. I’m very excited.

My goal for the month of October is to watch as many scary movies as I can, and see if I get more scared watching it with the CI. I already discovered that the X-Files sounds much creepier and moody back in August, so now I wonder if the same holds for scary movies. I don’t get scared by scary movies, just psychological thrillers.

Friday, I didn’t get to work with Mandy, so I played with S&B while waiting for her to arrive due to being delayed. 😦 I’ve now done every category in the program, and established where I need to work with each category.

Then, I went with my friends out to Target. While walking to the car, and listening to my friends talk, the only thing I understood was Stef saying “I don’t know.” Then, at Target, while showing Everett the new Halloween Jones Soda flavors, I answered a question he asked me. He said to me “Do you realize you just answered my question without looking at me?”

So yeah, that was kinda cool. But I still feel like I don’t understand a lot of stuff clearly or without some sort of visual clue. Patience is the key.

While talking to my mom, she said that she “thinks that you’re being too hard on yourself, but why am I not surprised? I’m so proud of you for all the hard work you’re putting into it, and I know it’s not easy on top of everything else.”

I spent most of the weekend without the CI, just because I didn’t want to deal with it, and now I’ve been felled by the sickness that’s been going around like wildfire on PHouse/in class.


Photos From The Film Shoot on September 15, 2006 Friday, September 22, 2006

Mandy’s been bugging me about posting the pictures from last week online, so here they are!

On September 11th, I was asked to be a part of a project that the school is working on. It wasn’t till September 14th, that I found out exactly what the film is about. It’s going to be a recruitment video that is going to be sent out to 2,500 people, about the school itself. One portion of the video discusses services for deaf students, and the part that we participated in was the services that they provide for Cochlear Implant recipients.


Mandy and I, before shooting starts